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Passive Crash

by Vitemin

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1.
Front Loaded 03:27
(I got that emo trip out of the way Except I didn't, so expect that shit when you hit play...) (I'm not fucking around, I'm front loading this one...) Sometimes I feel there's a finite amount of happiness And people more assertive just grab it, I get the last of it When there's a surplus I steal a normal amount But under standard circumstances I'm standing here in a drought It's a fable to display a show of force When I'm laying on the ground and unable to mount my horse I'm waiting for the meek to take the planet Like God promised, but honest I want to shout it out, God damn it Do you remember when you didn't do your homework? It's a nervousness while you wait, and that feeling lurks 'Cuz you know they're gonna bring the hammer down So you'd rather not go, you'd rather just drown Imagine that, but for your entire life And you can't feel alive 'cuz you're climbing on ice I can't pretend that I have it the worst But I also can't pretend that it doesn't fucking hurt I've been avoiding this aria for a while Keep 'em listening by dripping it simple and feeding mild Writing music that I've come to depend But no one wants to hear a man dive off of the deep end They wanna hear me go hard and shit They wanna hear about my wild side and parties and shit And when I can't deliver it, then they just up and they split Music's too uncomfortable for them, they quietly slip I've been told that I should try and write a happy song Music's thumping, having fun, nothing's going wrong Truth is, I have good times like anyone Problem is, you get one song from it, you're done 'Cuz there's a million ways to say what's shit Only a small handful with which to say what's lit Every time I try I feel like it's a god damn skit So I'm flipping the script instead of calling it quits I often think about the way it manifests itself A constant hazard to my future and my mental health Because it's easier to do nothing than something At this point, I ain't even running People insist that the solution is simple Five easy steps to turn your hum into a whistle They probably think I'm lazy and useless for no reason I'm starting to believe them They never taught me how to have a normal brain Feeling like I'm never gonna pass go in a rigged game And maybe I should sip my lunch Or maybe I should just give up Is it normal to feel how I feel? Have well-adjusted, happy people overcome my ordeal? Did I wind up stuck somewhere along the path Or does my brain not comply with its programmed math?
2.
Eighty-Six 02:30
There's something sad about community rooms Volatile, only safe 'till opportunity looms There's a reason why the doors installed always revolve Watch enough, you'll learn they're guaranteed to dissolve Let it repeat until you take it as a given Experience your vision drop as the space you live in Four walls, times four, no soul Melancholic, nostalgic to the days it was a whole Break it down into its simplest parts Throwing darts, swim apart, until you're breaking hearts As a soldier trudging with his pack through the swamp Bring your baggage to the next ground upon which you would stomp No more leprechauns to hand-deliver double luck Now you're stuck as your boiled floorboards bubble up The memory stings, thrown straight out the mix No one appreciates an 86 Unravel the conspiracy, a bad year three Agree to disagree, bending at the knees Climbing up the wrong tree, cut yourself on bark Forgot to bring your bite into the cruel dog park Made the first incision, decision to separate Didn't make it through the trauma, now burn and incinerate Breakfast is a luxury, a coronary scar Pack up all your energy and pull around the car There's something sad about community rooms You think you're part of one until you're done pausing and hit resume Splinter off and hope to keep the magic alive Wonder why you even tried when you watch it curl and die The newest floor plan isn't anything but a shell Recreate the glamor and you only raise hell Condemn this house of mirrors, disregard the dirty tricks And anxiously await an 86
3.
Paper Plates 03:27
It always starts out the same I never wanna think about the tension or shame I know there's gonna be nobody else to blame You would think I already had enough of that to my name So hand me either liquor or beer Nothing like a cup or shot to help me quell my fears But it turns out the fears that reside in here Are brought on by the very poison I'm near It's hard to view yourself as a person as good When you're constantly doing things you know that you never should Empathy and reason both fled When they listened to the malevolent voice in my head That said "Hey that bottle isn't mine," "Wait what? Who cares, you're only here to get drunk It doesn't matter from which particular cup So, tomorrow'll never come, drink up" And that's the message that was written on the paper plate I never cared for Lady Justice, I would make her wait The whole world, it orbits around me That's what I would be believing after round three And I don't make 'em proud to call me their friend Only so many many times that you can promise amends I wish that I could say that I would make it all up But I've already lied more than once Honestly, it goes great 'till I'm alone I knock upon the logic walls and nobody is home When I'm sitting in my cubicle with nobody to judge I medicate the painful way, a shove, though, not a nudge I compare it to a pirate on the plank Who exploded his ship to ensure that the crew sank It wasn't enough for him to drown alone And it's never enough for me to simply drown in woe And I know that I'm not perfect, I know that I'm no saint But I like to think without the drink that I'm pretty OK So why do I continually try to compromise All the goodness and compassion that I keep locked up inside? I don't know, I don't know if I ever will It's a new lifelong struggle, that's a gargantuan pill It's a goal that seems so far out my natural range But I'm not stupid, something needs to change And that's the message that was written on the paper plate I never cared for Lady Justice, I would make her wait The whole world, it orbits around me That's what I would be believing after round three And I don't make 'em proud to call me their friend Only so many many times that you can promise amends I wish that I could say that I would make it all up But I've already lied more than once I actually took some time between that verse and this I made a list of everything that I'll experience or miss I made a million bad decisions before something finally clicked I made one more and that one's now to quit And if I write it down and suddenly return to the start I got a couple friends would gladly pull me out of the dark They've given me support every time that I don't deserve it I've been cashing out on all the good faith that I've been reserving I'm glad that they still show me their love I'm glad the consequences could be simply patched in a month At the very least maybe in the material sense 'Cuz I'm not done, I need to conquer all the fear that I left I need to show them I can improve I need to demonstrate that everything I've said now is true I need to make it known and prone for zero debate There will never be another paper plate And that's the message that was written on the paper plate I never cared for Lady Justice, I would make her wait The whole world, it orbits around me That's what I would be believing after round three And I don't make 'em proud to call me their friend Only so many many times that you can promise amends I wish that I could say that I would make it all up But I've already lied more than once
4.
Look in the mirror, failure detection Tortured by overzealous, rapid recollection Hold it in, ever closer, tight Be it broken glass, or caustic overnights Like asking what the needle's for At the same time injecting and needing more But this type isn't hypodermic It's a fire burning, it's a guise of learning It doesn't matter what's inside Don't care, insulin or formaldehyde Neither one is safe through the skin When you haven't got an idea what's occurring within See five doctors, a shaman Disregard the pad and trust in an "amen" Reflect, and I might erupt Place a cardboard box in the aqueduct I'm pleading guilty, Your Honor But you don't care how I plead Cinder blocks into the water Goodbye, wish me godspeed I'm pleading guilty, Your Honor But you don't care how I plead Cinder blocks into the water Goodbye, wish me godspeed I'm pleading guilty, Your Honor But you don't care how I plead Cinder blocks into the water When I found that judge was me When at last I sink to the bottom Deny to myself that I ever had a problem Make sense of the mess I made Lied when I said that I'd stow the blade When you finally figure it out It can plant the seeds that lead to self-doubt Like, was it all a big smoke screen lately? Do I hate the components that make me? Try to prove that it's justified And you've already committed a significant crime Put the words into someone's mouth And you've murdered the guard of the yard farmhouse In the past, if it's all the same Is anyone at fault if it causes pain? I don't know, I just work here, man So don't try to draw those lines in the sand I'm pleading guilty, Your Honor But you don't care how I plead Cinder blocks into the water Goodbye, wish me godspeed I'm pleading guilty, Your Honor But you don't care how I plead Cinder blocks into the water Goodbye, wish me godspeed I'm pleading guilty, Your Honor But you don't care how I plead Cinder blocks into the water When I found that judge was me
5.
Like Flies 04:00
If you ask me, I'm done trying to talk through a screen I had enough of that shit when I turned sixteen Honestly, those friends were some of the best of my life But it taught me that a surge might as well have been a scythe So, people got taller, my world got smaller Friends skipping town for the crown of a scholar And that's okay, I say that's okay You can't blame people trying to chase some more pay But that raises the question, what is there to do When your private oasis transforms into a tomb? That question becomes so difficult to answer When your principle succumbs from what's the opposite of cancer A narrower mountain with higher ascent I wanted life to be simple, but shit that's not what I meant If could take it all back, I don't know what I'd have said I think I said it all before they nested, packed it, and left I'm a man, I'm a person that's the sum of their parts And those parts are other people and their scars on my heart I'd be lying if I said it never tears me apart Oftentimes I can't help myself but stare at their marks Maybe I'll be like my bro and I'll return to a screen There's a million other messages to send and receieve As for who they'll be from, well that remains to be seen I just hope that I'll be happy with whatever routine Make me proud Make me loud Bass, it drowns Send more sound Sea of sights Looming nights Guiding lights Drop like flies When that wall of glass shatters and the sun's in the dirt It's hard to stop from thinking that the world is done and it hurts Just look outside the window and the serpents agree That it's lacking in a certain sense of permanency So the clock ticks forward and the body unwinds While the spirit argues that it's missing out on its prime And who's to say it isn't when your soul's on the line? Or when your brain's playing center while your heart's on the side? And I circle 'round backwards, no one's paving the way Add another crack fractured with the changing of dates Call me childish, 'cause I know I can't take that change Call me boring, 'cause I crave the same old every day And that's crazy, you can't expect no shit to stick around And when it doesn't, no, you can't go having fits on the ground That's denying every chance that I've been given to grow But then tell me what's the reason to know? See, when the flesh and blood fades and disappears behind a screen To consider it a death is just a little bit extreme But it isn't worth the effort made to mobilize a fleet Compared to a simple journey of one hundred thousand feet We can say five-hundred miles, we can say five-hundred more But we both know that our planes and cars are bolted to the floor I genuinely hope that every blade of grass is green In the black hole that exists behind the screen Make me proud Make me loud Bass, it drowns Send more sound Sea of sights Looming nights Guiding lights Drop like flies
6.
Nobody could be any happier Just make sure to keep your cap immersed I've arrived in time to steal your worth Don't you worry, I can heal with words Perk up, all you transients Now I address you as your champion Kneel upon the floor of my stage Call me the king of this cage It's accepted hard work trumps talent But try contesting that case when they banging down the mallet 'Cause nowadays it's demanded you have both And if you don't, well you might as well hang yourself by a rope But luckily I don't have to worry about that 'Cause in a hurry I can furnish up a flurry of tasks All so I can graduate the top of my class And continue conceding and bleeding and busting my ass People say they'd be lucky to be me And looking at it objectively, well, I'd have to agree You see, I'll probably be in the top fifty percent Of people who can comfortably afford the rent 'Cause I'm studying hard, I'm getting a degree So that I can pay for more than one mouth to feed So when people ask me how I'm holding up I'm ecstatic simply making enough (That's what I'll tell them) Nobody could be any happier Just make sure to keep your cap immersed I've arrived in time to steal your worth Don't you worry, I can heal with words Perk up, all you transients Now I address you as your champion Kneel upon the floor of my stage Call me the king of this cage It's a problem embedded as a tradition Instead of sticking together, we make it a competition Placing each other under so much scrutiny That we forget the people who really deserve a mutiny Instead we respect them, instead we elect them Instead we idolize them as a symbol of perfection And so we get the people at the top at the top Hoping that the rest of us will be content wagging our mops Got us all chasing a theoretical prize If you try and turn away you say heretical lies It only gets worse until you're carted off in a hearse Because you dared try and search for alternative self-worth Hope you feel like rising to the top of the pile And I hope you feel at home with a knife and a smile For now we gotta struggle with this hustle and grind With a promise it'll pay off in time If you're wondering how these two threads connect It's these societal pressures leading to thousands of deaths Just look at the suicide rate for MIT 12.5 out of 100k for 2014 If you ask me what does this statistic mean It means that people like me shouldn't be schooling for cheap They claim that the game is a meritocracy Until it interferes with profits, that's some hypocrisy Please, they only blowing out air to agree If they really cared, others would be going for free "But wouldn't that mean people would get worthless degrees?" Well maybe, but maybe we should stop handing them out like candy And if that means that I'm the first one off the chopping block I would gladly move aside and let someone else take my spot But because I'm here now, and I'm earning prestige Can't you see I'm really really really happy? Nobody could be any happier Just make sure to keep your cap immersed I've arrived in time to steal your worth Don't you worry, I can heal with words Perk up, all you transients Now I address you as your champion Kneel upon the floor of my stage Call me the king of this cage
7.
Just Like Us 02:31
(Adults say...) Children are to be seen, not heard But they simultaneously don't care about any words You could have a million thoughts, have a million lines But it doesn't matter, they've already made up their minds So what's a young kid to do When they were taught to only speak when already spoken to? 'Cause when that rhetoric enters their ears You know that attitude goes from adults to their peers Some learn how to forge bonds While others only learn how to appropriately respond It can be a minefield to navigate when you Believe when you salivate, you're sent right to the magistrate So you trim your words, the volatile kind While wishing you could transform like Optimus Prime Believing that you're only scrubbing off all the grime Given enough time, realize that you're riding the pine So go ahead, put me in coach But wait, I never practiced or took any notes Now I gotta dry spot up in my throat I believe this is what the kids call "missing the boat" Try to copy other people's MO Then you shout into a meadow only to receive an echo Where's the spot on the calendar to mark the demo? Give me a memento, I must have missed the memo You would think that if you wanted to be heard Only to have it thrown back at you, it'd be absurd Well, generally, you'd probably be right But some would rather not risk sounding impolite Because they know what it's like to feel cast out So they would honest rather be the last to shout They would rather adopt the image of bland Than going back to being broken with their head in the sand And can you blame them, or would you shame them? Maybe wage a war against the people that had made him? That's a real productive endeavor to undertake Meanwhile, add another lesser candle to the cake Blow them out, son, make a wish But never tell us, we'll laugh at a kiss What do you mean you're not just like us? How did you screw up so much? Don't you know that we're all counting up years? Don't you know that it's a competition with peers? Don't you know that you've already fallen behind And now people think you're sick in the mind? Of course, I'm not a stupid idiot, man But I don't see you offering up a legitimate plan I don't have one either, so just let me be I'm trying to figure out what matters to me
8.
Smile Wide 03:29
They said, "Don't worry about the smile on your face" They said, "Be the best of the rest of the human race." Let me just say that I'm trying, and I don't know 'bout you But it's kinda hard to do with a couple of screws loose Like, every step, they move the goalpost back And every step, I just keep letting my compost pack I wish I could go and wear my heart on my sleeve But when you say you're fine, everybody breathes in relief I used to turn to alcohol for the sound Reassurance at a penny a pound But when my friends stopped listening to me bitch when I was drunk, Nothing left to do but self-destruct Listen, I know I'm not alone, we all wear masks But not everyone is always taken to task When people discover that the mask turned blue Because the person underneath bled through "Don't ever let 'em know that you cried You mustn't ever let go of your pride If you can't handle the rising tide It doesn't matter, boy, smile wide If you have to, stay inside And don't you ever try to share or confide If you can't handle the rising tide It doesn't matter, boy, smile wide" Switch back and forth between a jester and a zombie Chest is either puffed out or it's easier to drop me All that matters is the audience size If it's more than none, it's staggeringly easier to hide You think you leave a sign in every crack and seam But it's like the right side of a pirate's movie in 3D Technically present, but it's hidden from sight Laughing your ass off from a tight rope at a dangerous height But behind closed doors, it's weird Frozen in a chair and engulfed by fears Sit for a couple hours, then resign to a nap Wake up and desperately hope that the wave has passed At the worst, no, I can't even sleep Try to block out the thoughts with unpredictable leaks But I'll never self-frame, and I'll never complain Because that kind of stuff, you're meant to keep contained "Don't ever let 'em know that you cried You mustn't ever let go of your pride If you can't handle the rising tide It doesn't matter, boy, smile wide If you have to, stay inside And don't you ever try to share or confide If you can't handle the rising tide It doesn't matter, boy, smile wide" When my ramp cracks, get onto an Amtrak Give a signature to get my hand-delivered anthrax "Oh, he's dangerous, cordon him off Look at the monster, disgusting, hoarding his thoughts!" But I'm living large under this bridge I got a sick bed, made of a misty pillow and ditch Lived a couple years, found some D-I-Y tricks Pass it off to my visitors as the Ritz That's what people get when they look in, it's a mirage That's why people look away when breaking in bras What's the strongest antonym of the word proud? Find it out and shout it from the clouds That's the kind of thought, makes me afraid to be heard Makes me constantly question what I do and don't deserve And if this mask endures, enough with the verbs I can never express it unless with words "Don't ever let 'em know that you cried You mustn't ever let go of your pride If you can't handle the rising tide It doesn't matter, boy, smile wide If you have to, stay inside And don't you ever try to share or confide If you can't handle the rising tide It doesn't matter, boy, smile wide"
9.
Keys in the ignition, give it a turn Listen to the tires squeal and smell the rubber burn Crack open the GPS and tell it that you broke it off Drop it out the window at the first sign of a railroad cross Keep on going, don't you worry 'bout the gas Watch it go from E to F and know you had a blast Soul imprinted on the key attached there to the ring A symbol of your travel and the freedom that it brings A million times a week I wish that I could up and leave Drive around the city as a luxury reprieve Unfortunately I'm still stuck here at the starting block Because I never did required laps around the parking lot I hope someday that I can feel that rush of open air I hope someday that I can feel it flowing through my hair I hope someday that I can feel as free as a bird It's really something special, so I've heard Rip open the envelope, read the amount Split in half between the checking and savings accounts Knowing it's your first, watch your confidence surge Treat yourself and learn to periodically splurge Monitor your spending and keep track of the source Cherish your independence when that income is yours Don't intertwine your self-esteem inside that pot of gold But always make sure that it's full and reap rewards when you get old A million times a week I wish that I had solid worth Simultaneously wishing that I never had to work Unfortunately I know that they'll never both be true So I've spent every day ignoring every single clue I hope someday that I can feel like I haven't been tricked I hope someday that I can feel like something finally clicked I hope someday that I can wring a skill set I have learned It's really something special, so I've heard Wake up in the morning, whisper hello Take a moment to marvel at the head there on the pillow 'Cause she's so beautiful, and you're so lucky Somebody pinch you, you're dreaming, you know you must be Never met someone with so much love Telling her corny lines like, "You came from above" Every time she looks at you, your heart could explode Because you never thought you'd find the other half of your own A million times a week I wish that I had someone close That I could wrap my arm around and hang on every word they spoke Unfortunately I wear an involuntary shield Rather cry than try to tell somebody how I feel I hope someday that I can feel that warmth in someone's eyes I hope someday that someone could consider me their prize I hope someday that I can hear those three little words It's really something special, so I've heard
10.
She had blue skin, And so did he. He kept it hid And so did she. They searched for blue Their whole life through. Then passed right by– And never knew. There's a ring mailed on the way But for who, well, I couldn't say I bought it just in case There's something beyond today And I know you're coming soon Believe me, I'm coming too I have to believe that's true I have to believe there's you
11.
What I'm looking for, I'll find it in another castle Boy, I love jumping on the axe If it ever gets to be too much a hassle Maybe it'll motivate me to get off of my ass As it is I spin in circles and rhyme I'm finding it hard to move Five stitches in time rips nine Why not hit snooze? I've said all I can say I have another dream to wake from Today could be the day That something besides rain comes And if I just wait Maybe I'll stumble by There's no need to be brave No need to cry But I know she'll never come like that Nobody in history has ever loved like that And when, finally, I learn to realize that It'll be a little easier to peel it back Or so I tell myself Knowing damn well that I'll never help myself And while I'm sitting here, slowly beating myself I'm throwing salt into my ever-flowing, bleeding health Our love was pure with arms open wide Until the clock struck nine A.M. When you were gone, it was like you had died I can't go through that pain again I spend every waking moment chasing after you Though you were only ever in my mind I know you won't be there but still I choose Not to face my fears, stay blind I keep insisting there's more castles to find My only castle is here And no I can't rewind time I can't take back years Cuz I know she'll never come like that Nobody in history has ever loved like that And when, finally, I learn to realize that It'll be a little easier to peel it back Or so I tell myself Knowing damn well that I'll never help myself And while I'm sitting here, slowly beating myself I'm throwing salt into my ever-flowing, bleeding health So when they're digging up this record and ask "What ever happened to the man in the songs?" You can tell them I was buried in grass And that I waited too long
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Figure Eight 04:46
Started with an x, y, z Substitute out, now it's two from 3 All equipped with autonomy free Though it's unavoidable, yo it's still debris There was never any "me" in this equation Intermediate within a sea of desperation It's a new sensation Got me considering different kinds of medication No cards ever read like Two hearts, one life One would steal blind The other would remind Nobody involved is at fault 'Cause there was never a case of attempted assault For it to even be an issue There would have to be a victim and a tissue And I only got half But boy, do I got a lot of halves And that bomb never came with a blast So it's pain that I mask with a labored laugh Three rooms apart Two rooms, one start One room, one tear No room, no fear It's worse 'cause it could've been helped But I held one too many moments to myself Now I'm feeling helpless 'Cause nobody's sympathetic when you're jealous And that's really at the root of it A constant reminder that I screwed up and There was never an attempt There was never an attempt Why would I cling So much to sing? Not mine, never was Too much time, not enough And I know exactly what it makes me Pathetic 'cause I can't break free Always focus on the same damn themes Broken, break down, talk to me I wanna evict, it's insane Every visit like a brick to the face I can't play, 'cause it ain't my game But I feel like I lost every time anyway I'd be lying if I said I didn't cry Lying when I insist I'm fine Gladly offer up my spine Swing on it as a relation transfer vine And I keep running laps And she keeps running laps And I try to relax But I keep on barreling down the same damn track And I just need a tiny bit of space 'Cause if I want to heal I need my space And all I want is space But it keeps coming back in a fucking figure eight Feeling better, that's the roundabout Get to the center, knocked down and out Vent a little, push it out to the crowd And hope that this admission doesn't turn things south While I was mulling over visions I was schooled in what seems like a matter of minutes Any thought to the result and it would seem like a given But I was testing my delusion, pushing it to the limit Thinking I don't have any proof And I'm hoping it's my own elaborate ruse But it's here, under this damn roof And it's none of my business, and that's the truth And they would call him the mastermind Except for the fact he never planned a crime And even though it leaves a hole that bleeds No one in this world has stolen from me And though I felt forsaken, and though it left me shaken I croak or I awaken knowing it was overrated Now, I'm almost certain, I'll learn to understand That chase was the domain of another man But it really is hard And some days I'm convinced that I really am scarred Scribble that shit down on a greeting card And then spend the twenty dollars to attend my seminar So what really is the point? Perceived kick to the groin, then I scream to the void? Go ahead, spend a couple of coins And someday, this'll all be on a Polaroid And whose fault is that? You can't claim to defend if you never attacked I'm not mad, I don't play those games It's just, I don't play those games And I know that that's my problem And that's what brought me to rock bottom So go ahead with your silver tongue And I'll be here remembering how it stung
13.
If Mark Zuckerberg would take the time to look personally At the one mere spec of data that has represented me He could see 13 year old me's favorite song or favorite flicks Or he could count the frequency of all the names that I have clicked And if he did, well then he'd see a glaring solitary trend A single name atop the list of people Facebook calls my friends I unfollowed you because your pictures caused me too much pain But all it caused me was to more specifically seek out your name See, that info is obscured behind the rows of countless sheets Read by no one other than a cold, heartless machine I never told you and it's looking like I never will My secret's only out there on the servers Marcus built If they weaponized my feelings to deliver me an ad I would laugh at their ambition before even getting sad The algorithm knows me better than she ever did So maybe I should log out, get myself off of the grid
14.
45 Wharves 02:45
Who would have thought that it was possible for one Person to fuck me up more than I've already done? Because I've been through this song and dance before Thought it was the same, but I was wrong, and then it transformed Started as infatuation I regressed into a hermit with its maturation Slowly it poisoned up into more Buoyant as a thousand ships with 45 wharves Project it onto others and claim that they made it personal Project it on myself when I learn there's no serpent soul Write a couple songs 'bout how I feel tormented Write a thousand more until I feel I'm maybe mended I can vouch that I was partially misrepresented And I can guarantee my voice was never once ascended But there's a trooper still inside that must be mine, commended And to this day, I'm still alive enough to sigh, regret it Walk the world with the stars still in your eyes If you don't, then one by one, you get to watch them all die At the ripe old age of 20, I've lost half a galaxy And I never broke that line of sight, it's always been in scene Walk through the world with the stars still in your eyes If you don't, then one by one, you get to watch them all die At the ripe old age of 20, I've lost half a galaxy And I never broke that line of sight, it's always been in scene Try my best to tango with the aftershocks Fly a sinking ship to space like I'm an astronaut Head up in the clouds? Nah, head up in the stars Head up in my sound, and head up in my scars And I can yap about a mile a minute And I can rap about a smile and wonder how I can get it I can waste my time with pillows and shields Think about it all day long until I'm sleeping, skipping meals If you don't mind, I think that I will Let it rewind, play it back and never rebuild All the wrong kind of memories that need to be killed Always rebind, and tend to make me physically ill So I'm choosing, sometimes to specifically be losing Sometimes improving, but others I'm just cruising No matter what, which direction it's skewing I will never cordon off my own true movement Walk the world with the stars still in your eyes If you don't, then one by one, you get to watch them all die At the ripe old age of 20, I've lost half a galaxy And I never broke that line of sight, it's always been in scene Walk through the world with the stars still in your eyes If you don't, then one by one, you get to watch them all die At the ripe old age of 20, I've lost half a galaxy And I never broke that line of sight, it's always been in scene Walk through the world with the stars still in your eyes If you don't, then one by one, you get to watch them all die At the ripe old age of 20, I've lost half a galaxy And I never broke that line of sight, it's always been in scene

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